i'm thinking that life can't be moving in any linear way, in any straight line. it has to be spinning...and that's why i want it so badly to slow itself the hell down. what moves in circles what spins records spin and the faster they spin the more obnoxious and distorted they sound, and sometimes something comes out of it thats well and ok...and usually not...and pottery wheels spin, and the faster i kicked the wheel the more quickly the clay would be thin when i was raising its walls, and if i focused and was careful i could make something come out of it that looked ok once it was glazed and fired, but was structurally unsound, but when i wouldn't focus it would fall in on itself, a wet slow mess and thats because it as spinning, spinning so quickly